Post by Alice on Jul 19, 2012 2:29:24 GMT -5
Will add magical stuff later. AOZ I'm sure will add clinical info. Want to write this while it is fresh in my mind so forgive the stream of consciousness format.
Took Morning Glory seeds. Very interesting experience. I would not say good, or bad. Interesting. Very constructive but also highly unpleasant for most of it.
Unlike some people I had no problem taking them. Mixed with Applesauce, tasted good. A little oddly textured.
The nausea took an hour or two to hit. Ate them at 2:00 PM, was beginning to get nauseous at 3:00. Couldn't stand for most of the daytime because I would get dizzy and nauseous. Had some interesting conversations during that period, felt very understanding of people and my emotional interactions with them. Had this confirmed by AOZ and Fox. AOZ got upset with me because she didn't like what I said but I was right.
Apparently, I am really obnoxious while on Morning Glories. I can only assume this is because I was emotionally aware and pointing things out. I was also very loose lipped and even more inclined to say exactly what I think. Called AOZ a whiny little bitch point blank, and she agreed with me.
I managed to down a little food at dinner time, and put the rest away.
Somewhere in this time my ability to feel pain disappeared entirely. I am still feeling a little decreased sensitivity in general. I had to be careful because it would have been quite possible to seriously injure myself and not know it. Had a mole removed by hand with a razor blade, felt nothing. Seemed like a great time to do it.
We realized a couple hours after that, that not only had my muscles from the waist down cramped to such a degree that I could no longer walk on my own, but I had not urinated in a great many hours. Went to take a bath and help muscles relax in the hopes of solving both problems.
I had a great spiritual revelation, which I will keep private. It is sufficient to say that I had it, and the revelation was the effect of Morning Glory, but its content is irrelevant. I find it fascinating that all of the negative side effects of the trip related to that revelation. Side effects which are selective and don't manifest in the same way for every individual. And in fact, events which were beyond my control occurred to reinforce this realization, in perfect harmony with my thoughts.
At 10:00 I began to worry because the trip should have ended hours ago. Eventually I realized that I was severely dehydrated and have since been drinking controlled quantities of water. I still feel a little tripped out (If you couldn't tell) over twelve hours after what should have been a four hour dose. I now understand why there is such a long standing tradition of fasting in conjunction with these experiences. Dehydration and lack of food slow the liver and the kidneys, extending and intensifying the effects.
The experience has left me the additional realization that I have been dehydrated continuously for many years, likely as a result of habits developed in school when water was available only from crowded fountains during 3-5 minute periods. I will be upping my water intake.
I will not edit this post to improve clarity, but I will answer questions if needed, and add anything I think of tomorrow when I feel more sober. At this point I think the remaining effects are about 10% LSA, 30% exhaustion and the rest is dehydration.
May you find what you seek,
Alice
Took Morning Glory seeds. Very interesting experience. I would not say good, or bad. Interesting. Very constructive but also highly unpleasant for most of it.
Unlike some people I had no problem taking them. Mixed with Applesauce, tasted good. A little oddly textured.
The nausea took an hour or two to hit. Ate them at 2:00 PM, was beginning to get nauseous at 3:00. Couldn't stand for most of the daytime because I would get dizzy and nauseous. Had some interesting conversations during that period, felt very understanding of people and my emotional interactions with them. Had this confirmed by AOZ and Fox. AOZ got upset with me because she didn't like what I said but I was right.
Apparently, I am really obnoxious while on Morning Glories. I can only assume this is because I was emotionally aware and pointing things out. I was also very loose lipped and even more inclined to say exactly what I think. Called AOZ a whiny little bitch point blank, and she agreed with me.
I managed to down a little food at dinner time, and put the rest away.
Somewhere in this time my ability to feel pain disappeared entirely. I am still feeling a little decreased sensitivity in general. I had to be careful because it would have been quite possible to seriously injure myself and not know it. Had a mole removed by hand with a razor blade, felt nothing. Seemed like a great time to do it.
We realized a couple hours after that, that not only had my muscles from the waist down cramped to such a degree that I could no longer walk on my own, but I had not urinated in a great many hours. Went to take a bath and help muscles relax in the hopes of solving both problems.
I had a great spiritual revelation, which I will keep private. It is sufficient to say that I had it, and the revelation was the effect of Morning Glory, but its content is irrelevant. I find it fascinating that all of the negative side effects of the trip related to that revelation. Side effects which are selective and don't manifest in the same way for every individual. And in fact, events which were beyond my control occurred to reinforce this realization, in perfect harmony with my thoughts.
At 10:00 I began to worry because the trip should have ended hours ago. Eventually I realized that I was severely dehydrated and have since been drinking controlled quantities of water. I still feel a little tripped out (If you couldn't tell) over twelve hours after what should have been a four hour dose. I now understand why there is such a long standing tradition of fasting in conjunction with these experiences. Dehydration and lack of food slow the liver and the kidneys, extending and intensifying the effects.
The experience has left me the additional realization that I have been dehydrated continuously for many years, likely as a result of habits developed in school when water was available only from crowded fountains during 3-5 minute periods. I will be upping my water intake.
I will not edit this post to improve clarity, but I will answer questions if needed, and add anything I think of tomorrow when I feel more sober. At this point I think the remaining effects are about 10% LSA, 30% exhaustion and the rest is dehydration.
May you find what you seek,
Alice